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I cried tonight. I rarely do that - unless it's over a loved one.

Not sure why. Probably a mix of things I suppose. You know how it is.

I've felt sad for months.  Capped it, coz that's what we do when we're busy isn't it?  We don't stop to 'fix'  ourselves, because that would derail the train of our lives. The passengers on that train would have to stop and that's not always possible or comfortable at the time.

Stubborn witch. Tonight it broke through, and it's still there bubbling away. Deep down. I'm not looking for pity - it doesn't really touch me unless I feel it for someone else.

I feel homesick. I switched a movie on tonight, didn't know what it was, but I thought ok it'll do. Robin Williams starred in it. He's a balm...and he'll be a blessing wherever he is now. Happy i hope :-)

Anyway, timing.

Sychronicity. 

What Dreams May Come.

Hmmmmmm... That burst the barrier alright.

I had a NDE years ago and I found myself straight back into the emotions, not in the memory, if you understand? I had to remain behind - hereI wasn't allowed, for want of a better word, to go home. I was allowed to see, and to remember what we are all about. The memory fades. The clarity of understanding doesn't , just becomes tidied and less complicated. It was a gift to get me into the right place, the right path if you like.

Apparently, as a Taurean these feelings are going to ease this year. I wasn't actually aware of how close to the edge I'd stepped. I'm a carer these days and not working with children anymore, so life is easier, different but easier. That extra time has allowed me to think more? I'm meditating and manifesting again. I'm still Path Working, but this time it's a personal, family situation and I'm helping someone deal with their karma. Previously it wasn't blood family, and synchronicity pushed me, very gently into place again, about five months ago. 

Anyway, hold onto your hats dear witches, it would seem that the Universe is giving us a gentle shove to bring things to the surface.

Cathartic.

Nothing like a good purge :-}

https://www.magicalrecipesonline.com/2017/12/taurus-horoscope-2018-...

Read that Taureans.

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Comment by Elspeth on January 5, 2018 at 6:26am

Lmao Linda...'clobber'.

Yes. I had to wait to finish - when the child was ready. Funnily enough the opportunity arose - actually, no, it's not funny - it was synchronicity that tapped my shoulder. Everything came together, at the same time to allow the next step i think.

It's a stressful time yes, but I'm enjoying the pace for the most part. My life was carried along before and I had no control over it. Like being on the rapids. Now I get to make decisions regarding my time. Real luxury.

Comment by Linda M. on January 4, 2018 at 10:59pm

You were ready for the change, you needed a break, though you loved working with your kids.  You feel more calm these days.  I cry these days with any Robin Williams movie, but hey, I cry at commercials.  When we need tie release, we cry, and then comes the clarity, hopefully.  Sometimes it has to clobber me....lol

Comment by Elspeth on January 4, 2018 at 5:13pm

Rodrigo...waving at you x

Comment by Rodrigo Samuel De Sousa on January 4, 2018 at 5:02pm

Kind of does check out for me.

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