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As I crawl into the meandering lane ways inside my mind I ponder on wisdom of ancients.
I wander around ideas and sounds and chatter and visions. Wandering lazily in my own dream time.
I hear the noise outside of me, talking, shouting, blaring music, TV, dogs bark. I crawl deeper and deeper inside to look and see what I can see, what I can feel, who I can feel.
The one person we all have to face sometimes is the hardest one to truly look at - ourselves, our True Self!
Can I stand in front of me and be analytical, truthful, objective? Can I feel who I am truly?
I have finally realised after more fifty years in this lifetime, I can. I can look and examine under any microscope. I have done my apprenticeship and passed my exams. I have faced adversities and although battered and scarred, I am still here, against the odds.
I have earned the right to speak my truth and if people don't want to hear it, its fine. But I am always going to be true to who I am.
I can finally dare to face me.

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Comment by Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ~ XERCES~ Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ on February 13, 2017 at 12:18pm

" All that makes you fragile and fierce and clever and powerful and wounded and creative and layered and thoughtful and moody and spiritual and wild and damaged can be described in just one single word "Lovely"
Beau Taplin || Lovely for all that you are ....


Comment by Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ~ XERCES~ Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ on February 13, 2017 at 12:11pm

Wonderful post L Love. As your words brought this quote to mind.

"When you are looking in the mirror, you are looking at the problem. But, remember, you are also looking at the solution." (image- self reflection by Simoneheld)
To "face" oneself I think is the hardest journey one undertakes. .."To Thine Own Self Be True"...speaks volumes...as we humans need to look well within ourselves..face what we see...embrace it ...own it but never let anyone take away who you are..your voice...allowing one to simply BE!!!!!!!!

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