Had to go to the Dr.'s, sleep specialist, about my breathing/sleeping issues. It seems even my sleep disorders are disordered, as it's not typical apnea, but some kind of other thing... anyways, treatment approach is the same, I need a CPAP machine, which I'll be going to get next week.
gray, my sweet boy helped me get dressed and out today, and I put on a little makeup, and wet down the crazy curly hair I have that I've been letting grow in for now.
I go through phases where I grow it out, always shaving it down again eventually, or at least so it's been the last dozen or so years... not sure how long I'll let it get before it goes again. could be weeks, months or years of letting it grow. Knowing it me it could end up any style and any colour under the rainbow.
It was nice just being in the car and seeing the scenery and getting out, but I find the whole process exhausting, by the time I'm dressed and in the vehicle, I'm worn out. When we have energy we take it very for granted how we use it without thought. We don't think about the effort it takes just to hold the body upright, until it becomes a challenge. It's an interesting process, the shifting of consciousness that accompanies physical changes.
Someone said there's a theory out there that gravity has increased... even if it hasn't, I've certainly become much more aware of gravity and it's force on my body these last few years. The hot tub is a blessing for certain. I wish we could have our own pool. The process of going to the public pool, dressing, undressing, dressing in a bathing suit, etc, all the steps involved, is much to big an undertaking for me (I don't get dressed most days). With the hot tub I just go in and out. If I had a pool I'd spend a couple of hours a day in it. I live in a part of the world where not many people have swimming pools though, not to mention they cost what in my world would be a small fortune.
Not particularly happy with these pics, I had to replace my old laptop with a new one, and the quality of the built in web cam isn't as nice, but workable. Also just not feeling very attractive with my hair growing out, always feels awkward at this length if it's not been shaped/cut at all, and not sure I'm going to get the energy together to go sit in a barber or hairstylists chair. I often prefer the barber when I have short hair, and men's cuts as well.
I think it might be time to get out of the clothes from my morning appointment, and have a little nap...after my small adventure. Driving had me looking at other peoples gardens, and I think I'd like a magnolia tree... going to lay down and dream of flowering tree and bush options for outside my bedroom window in our front garden.