Okay, here we go. I want to apologize for the previous entry and that was never meant to be taken out on this website - it was a bit childish but at the same time, it's sad that words can really push you over the edge... so please, do not do what I did. It was a mistake. I would like to share with this word with you...
Acknowledgement - I have sat on that word all day today and it didn't take me long to figure out the factors.
Had the urge to cut so I went and did it. Have not cut in a very long time. Got in a very deep and difficult argument that led to nearly tore me and my fiance apart. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired and I'm done. I've looked for help. I've had help but would that urge ever go away? It just takes a very long time to really push the temptation of hurting myself. I'm sorry but I'm just done. Sorry for such a negative entry. I just needed to vent.
Added by Kristina on April 4, 2013 at 9:44pm — No Comments
I never felt better in a long time. I used to have a group page that is contributed to someone I loved who passed away when she was 12 in the year of 2000 and Facebook was not created at the time; so that group page on Facebook that was meant to share for everyone but ever since Facebook changed for the first time back then, all of the people disappeared from the group and I decided I changed it to private, thinking people have truly forgotten the person that used to exist on planet Earth…Continue
Added by Kristina on April 1, 2013 at 12:04pm — No Comments
**I am writing this to myself.**
You may seem like you're fine on the outside. You're really not. You're on the journey to search for answers. Just know you're on the right track. But you can't keep up doing this. I know you're crying on the inside because you realized you're actually alone in the world, even you have friends that surround you from time to time and yet you still feel alone. You…Continue
Added by Kristina on March 14, 2013 at 9:11pm — No Comments
Better to be safe then sorry.
Subject: A must read for grocery buyers!!!!
I am not quite sure where to post to say hello, so I'll do it here. I studied Wicca and other types of paganism for about 8 years. Then, I lost my direction. I went searching and thought, well maybe I should go back to where I was (Christianity). I have nothing against Christians, but it was obvious that I wasn't happy there. I wanted to recapture the comfort of my childhood, and it just wasn't possible, because I saw clearly how I didn't fit in.
Then I did the strangest thing. I…
Added by Athena Silvermusic on June 22, 2013 at 11:04am — No Comments
Bring forth to me the sky of being
a world of flow and strife
fall upon the eyes of love
to cleanse the scowl of hate
Clear does the call rise
on the noon of mine desire
set in stone of past…Continue
Deciding to take a break from all levels of existence have been good to me... There is nothing like healing self and remembering your path to inspire you to have hope again. For far too long I gave all I was to all that asked, and they turned out to be more greedy than what was good for me.
Being all you can be in service of other, does not mean you have to allow their greed to consume you. Having boundaries are healthy for personal growth, but does…
I had this idea a while ago, after writing something said by and animal totem that came close to me.
This is what the cards will look like, I now just have to design the symbols and writing that has to go on it.Continue
This excersise will take you through a step by step balance of the auric and chakral energy, it actually is the best way to lay down your energy paterns to flow very strong and to stay stable. This is very much based on the Fabrociou or Spiral workings that apply strongly in the universal creation. This is advanced energy work, and some of you might find it difficult, this is why I have made the diagrams to…
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on...
If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on First?' might have turned out something like this:
If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on First?' might have turned out something like…Continue
I saw this Orca pod last week in Waihi Beach reserve, just missed getting photo's of them, but saw a dingy out in the water, as they went round the outer cove, I said I bet that guy in that boat got a great showing, cos they were blowing water out their blow hole and flipping and splashing and rolling around.. and then today found these images, I'm blown away, love these guys, they have made their home…Continue
REMEMBER TO HIT THE SOUND SYMBOL IN THE LOWER LEFT HAND OF THE MEDIA BOX
Added by David on September 15, 2013 at 9:00pm — No Comments
HRSA-Womens preventable services: Required health plan coverage guidelines.
Anyone pregnant or want to breastfeed? The new health plan my be able to get you a breast pump for free or nearly free/
Added by Linda M. on January 12, 2013 at 7:10pm — No Comments
Last night my friend came to visit......
We were talking and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug.'
She got up, unplugged my computer and threw out my wine.