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“Emotional pain due to difficult relationships, break-ups, etc. produces some of the most grueling feelings we will ever experience, but when the pain sets in from a step lower and attacks us at the very foundation - where all of our established security is swiftly ripped away from our battered hands, the feelings will magnify into something I wouldn’t want anyone to endure. “


What do you do when your world comes crashing down? What do…


Added by Bryan on March 28, 2015 at 1:00pm — 2 Comments

what do you believe in?


I am curious to know what does everyone on here belive in when it comes to spirtuality, gods, angels, and demons. How dark or white are the your paths and why is/are the reason(s) you decided to go into that path? What do you like about it the most, what…


Added by Heidi on March 19, 2015 at 3:20pm — 16 Comments





Added by FuzzY NailS on February 26, 2015 at 9:00pm — 3 Comments

Quality of Consciousness

A quote from Tom Campbell's My Big TOE:

"Improving the quality of consciousness, advancing the quality and depth of awareness, understanding your nature and purpose, maturation of soul, manifesting universal unconditional love, letting go of fear, and eliminating ego, desire, wants, needs, or preconceived notions - these are the attributes and the results of a successfully evolving consciousness. What do the facts of your life, the facts of your existence, and your results say about…


Added by Khepera-Nefertem on February 16, 2015 at 12:34pm — No Comments

Hope is a malignant force...

Hope is a malignant force that keeps us stagnant and doe-eyed before the celebrity messiah. It deludes us into giving up our last piece of bread for the promise of a loaf. It's the flashing neon sign of "SALVATION" over the dark, dusty door to despair. 

Hope is the Fata Morgana; the Ignis Fatuus; the shining eidolon at the brow of the abyss. Rebuke it! Kill hope, and let arise the…


Added by Illuminess on January 20, 2015 at 5:45am — 2 Comments

DIARY OF A LIAR Part 5 ( Approaching Codgerhood )

    Not really sure why I'm here tonight, just felt like writing.  Sometimes the writing process will jar loose something worthwhile.  At worst it could be something incoherent enough to appeal to a sense of the absurd. 



Added by THE LIAR on January 8, 2015 at 10:44pm — 3 Comments

DIARY OF A LIAR Part 4 Staying Sane and Happy in a World in Decline

         I have attempted here to compile a list of things to do that will help you stay sane and happy in a VERY, VERY fucked up world. 

       1. TURN OFF THE GODDAMNED TELEVISION  !!!!  Especially the news which has been specially designed to keep you in a state of helplessness and FEAR.  True enough there is a need to be aware of the world around you but rest assured   that a great…


Added by THE LIAR on December 26, 2014 at 11:43am — 8 Comments


I was going to write a blog about my life. But, I've decided to do a series of blogs.  This way, it won't be ten miles long.

     About ten years ago, we found out that our son had been molesting our daughter.  He had been doing this for some time, and we didn't have a clue.  The only reason we found out, was my daughter wrote an essay in health, where she mentioned, she wished she could stop having sex with her brother.  

     To say our whole world collapsed, was an…


Added by Linda M. on August 31, 2014 at 3:37pm — 9 Comments

Dancing In The Dark

Shine like Stars via Pinterest

“Let go of your story so the universe can write a new one for you.” - Marianne…


Added by Trina Marie on May 7, 2014 at 11:40am — 5 Comments

Spring is coming..

My eyes have seen to much heartache, My body has felt to many winters, My heart has felt to much disappointment. Cold has fractured this body. But the cold chill of winter, Does not linger forever, Spring will soon be here upon us, And like the spring flowers, I will grow and shine once again..

Added by Evening Star on March 11, 2014 at 8:17am — 4 Comments

We are not our circumstances

We are not our circumstances...Many people including myself, have had the s**t kicked out of us. We go through a stage of believing that the reason these things are happening, is that somehow we are bad people and that this is punishment and therefore deserve it......Stop right there !!!!!!!!!!We are not our circumstances, we are not to blame for the things that have happened in our lives,so we should not feel ashamed or carry it with us any longer. It is in the past, and that is where it… Continue

Added by Evening Star on April 11, 2014 at 2:23pm — 1 Comment

Air Quality

               Air quality is one of the many things humanity takes for granted in their everyday life. Most are unaware of the health benefits of clean non-polluted air and do not know the proper procedures to take when examining the quality of the air one is surrounded with. Looking at the SCGH webpage and the different links on the American Lung Association webpage gives multiple ways of evaluating the air one breathes. There is a tab on the home page of the American Lung Association…


Added by Zillah on April 13, 2014 at 1:41pm — No Comments

Just look at it.....

My entire world has changed because I have changed from the inside out. It began with guided meditations and I have been led to live life more peacefully. I have burned my bridges in the past believe me. My personal history, or the story of “me” has as much pain and heartache as the next guy. Iv done my fair share of damage in hurting people, lying, being deceitful, feeding my ego really. Fear of not being good enough, turned out to show as an external confidence I had. When in reality I was…


Added by Jaqueline Christopher on March 22, 2014 at 8:38am — 3 Comments


Okay, here we go.  I want to apologize for the previous entry and that was never meant to be taken out on this website - it was a bit childish but at the same time, it's sad that words can really push you over the edge... so please, do not do what I did.  It was a mistake. I would like to share with this word with you...


Acknowledgement - I have sat on that word all day today and it didn't take me long to figure out the factors.



Added by Kristina on April 5, 2013 at 10:04pm — 2 Comments

Relapsed history of cutting

Had the urge to cut so I went and did it.  Have not cut in a very long time.  Got in a very deep and difficult argument that led to nearly tore me and my fiance apart.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I'm tired and I'm done.  I've looked for help. I've had help but would that urge ever go away? It just takes a very long time to really push the temptation of hurting myself.  I'm sorry but I'm just done.  Sorry for such a negative entry.  I just needed to vent.

Added by Kristina on April 4, 2013 at 9:44pm — No Comments

For the first time...

I never felt better in a long time.  I used to have a group page that is contributed to someone I loved who passed away when she was 12 in the year of 2000 and Facebook was not created at the time; so that group page on Facebook that was meant to share for everyone but ever since Facebook changed for the first time back then, all of the people disappeared from the group and I decided I changed it to private, thinking people have truly forgotten the person that used to exist on planet Earth…


Added by Kristina on April 1, 2013 at 12:04pm — No Comments

Recognizing that one feeling

**I am writing this to myself.**


You may seem like you're fine on the outside.  You're really not.  You're on the journey to search for answers.  Just know you're on the right track.  But you can't keep up doing this.  I know you're crying on the inside because you realized you're actually alone in the world, even you have friends that surround you from time to time and yet you still feel alone.  You…


Added by Kristina on March 14, 2013 at 9:11pm — No Comments

MANIC GREY AREAS ( a lo-fi animation )

Added by THE LIAR on January 20, 2014 at 7:00pm — 5 Comments

Hello (my introduction)

I am not quite sure where to post to say hello, so I'll do it here. I studied Wicca and other types of paganism for about 8 years. Then, I lost my direction. I went searching and thought, well maybe I should go back to where I was (Christianity). I have nothing against Christians, but it was obvious that I wasn't happy there. I wanted to recapture the comfort of my childhood, and it just wasn't possible, because I saw clearly how I didn't fit in.

Then I did the strangest thing. I…


Added by Athena Silvermusic on June 22, 2013 at 11:04am — No Comments


Added by THE LIAR on January 8, 2014 at 6:15pm — 1 Comment

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