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Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest
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Phoenix LIlitu Laforest, meaning, Phoenix of the night forest

dancing. Psytrance DJing music production 

i like playing with light and shadows,photography

i'm loving to all even the ones some might call evil.

i care for the plants the rivers the air and the earth as much as i care for the others in the world.

i mother thing/one, it something that i do natural it's something i sometimes can not help.

i love nature and being part of it. 

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Gender, any & all.
Trangender
Area location: Country with Optional State, Province etc.
Canada
Why I wish to join The Temple & how I found out about it...
i have been here on and off since around 2012/13 i found the The temple in my search to find others like myself, to see if there were others to find. this was one of many sites i found. today it is the only site i chose to revisit.
About Myself & My Interests..
my name is Phoenix lilitu laforest, i'm turning 31 this year as i write this. my birthdate is July 12th 1958. i'm a transgender female "feel free to ask " i grew up on a farm for most of my youth only going to school in the city near our farm. Before my family broke up we lived in belvie a small city in Ontario Canada. but still most of my time was spent in the lake or camping. with my family. after we got the farm i would explore looking for forest spirits and other beings or critters i might find. i believed in werewolves and magic from a early age and spent much seeking information on the topic. skipping to later in life i had a dream that awaken memories and knowledge of my past lives and who/what i am... in the last few years i have come to accept a lot that has come with this. i am still trying to find myself as i seek ways to improve. im seeking a way to get the ball rolling on this shift we need to happen in the human psyche where we see one another as friends neighbors mothers brothers and end the all for one and one for all mentality... its time to take care of each other... working together we can do grate things for this world and maybe after getting our shit together we might help other worlds, i wholeheartedly believe we are truly meant to help take care of this plant an connect with our lost family among the stars
My Teachers & Influences, What was it about them that influenced me?
Bill Hicks
Website: Twitter, Facebook, Pinterest or any favourites?
http://https://www.facebook.com/IndigoAngelRecords/

Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's Blog

Dreams,Nightmares,Visions

Posted on May 18, 2017 at 8:00am 0 Comments

. i've been plagued by nightmares and night terrors.

this has been going on for about 6-7 years with increasing intensity. i have been free of them since i was in my teens mostly only having them from time to time and not the reoccurring world i now live in each night feeling like a double life.. im in full control but i can't wake my self up.. i forget this reality here. my mind is replaced by other memories and knowledge. that of someone else or a past life i can't fully…

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over 30 days pure subsidiarity

Posted on April 11, 2017 at 8:00am 4 Comments

over 30 days pure subsidiarity, after 10 years of using... Woot..just me and my greens from here on out :) i used LSD with micro dose amounts of mdma for the first month. to deal with psychological and  emotional side effects, wile surrounded by good loving people... after that 30 days i stopped use of everything...  its been over 30 days now.. no withdrawal feelings... no regrets... no desire to use again... wanted to share my store here to show that LSD and other drugs can be used for…

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Measure of Genius

Posted on January 21, 2017 at 6:00pm 2 Comments

"the ability to solve a mathematical problem is no measure of one's intelligence simply their ability to regurgitate formulas n process you're programed with.. it's a test of your ability to remember... a true test of genius would be to have you solve a problem without preparation or…

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At 6:49am on July 12, 2017, SunKat☼☯ said…

At 5:25am on July 11, 2017, Rosey gave Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest a gift
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Happy Birthday! I hope it is wonderful and full of blessings!
At 5:24am on July 11, 2017, Rosey said…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL!

HAVE A BLESSED AND WONDERFUL DAY!

At 6:00am on June 28, 2017, Rosey said…

Congratulations Phoenix for being a Featured Member for the month of July! We are so appreciative and grateful for all you share herein!

At 8:27am on May 22, 2017, Rosey said…

Stopped by to say hello and thinking of you! Hugs and Blessings!

At 7:04pm on July 12, 2016, SunKat☼☯ said…

At 8:51am on July 12, 2016, ✿Janetॐ said…

At 12:42am on July 12, 2016, Rosey gave Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest a gift
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Jul 11
Rosey left a comment for Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL! HAVE A BLESSED AND WONDERFUL DAY!"
Jul 11
Rosey left a comment for Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest
"Congratulations Phoenix for being a Featured Member for the month of July! We are so appreciative and grateful for all you share herein!"
Jun 28
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest posted photos
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Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest received a gift from Rosey
May 22
Rosey left a comment for Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest
"Stopped by to say hello and thinking of you! Hugs and Blessings!"
May 22
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest posted a blog post

Dreams,Nightmares,Visions

. i've been plagued by nightmares and night terrors. this has been going on for about 6-7 years with increasing intensity. i have been free of them since i was in my teens mostly only having them from time to time and not the reoccurring world i now live in each night feeling like a double life.. im in full control but i can't wake my self up.. i forget this reality here. my mind is replaced by other memories and knowledge. that of someone else or a past life i can't fully comprehend…See More
May 18
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post vividly immersive dreams... any help or thoughts ?
"while im not sure im capable of growing wings and being a full blown angel.. :P  i know i am one or was.. i know that my spirit is here to help..other then that im lost "
May 15
Nick Hunter commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post over 30 days pure subsidiarity
"You have sleep apnea and you unconscious is waking you up with a dream to get you to breath, which you have probably not noticed that is what is happening. Go to a sleep doctor and have a sleep test. They can get you a sleeping machine, to get you…"
May 8
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post was featured

vividly immersive dreams... any help or thoughts ?

 iv been having night terrors again.. each time i get sober my vividly immersive dreams come back.. they start most times with me being oblivious to this existence my Human body here...i forget it all until i awake to use the bathroom from my pills.. but then when i lay back down im almost motivated by the understanding so i go back…See More
May 7
Linda M. commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post vividly immersive dreams... any help or thoughts ?
"We tend to meet the same people , life after life, after life.   that is why sometimes, when you meet someone you feel like you've known them before.        I've had dreams like this before, and recurring.  It…"
May 7
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest posted a blog post

vividly immersive dreams... any help or thoughts ?

 iv been having night terrors again.. each time i get sober my vividly immersive dreams come back.. they start most times with me being oblivious to this existence my Human body here...i forget it all until i awake to use the bathroom from my pills.. but then when i lay back down im almost motivated by the understanding so i go back…See More
May 7
Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post over 30 days pure subsidiarity
"thanks for the love and support.. im still sober an loving life.. my deeply immersive dreams have returned with my getting clean but i've accepted them. now trying to discover the purpose to them.. part of my using for so long has been to keep…"
May 6
SunKat☼☯ commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post over 30 days pure subsidiarity
"Congratulations!  I didn't know you could do something like that but I am inclined to believe that some drugs may actually be of benefit if we can just figure out how.  Thanks for sharing your story :)"
Apr 14
Linda M. commented on Phoenix Maryiah LIlitu Laforest's blog post over 30 days pure subsidiarity
"The world would love us to beleive that all drug users are drug abusers.  this is not always the case.  Most people out there, use these medically, or just once in a while, socially.  Not everyone is an addict."
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