Kerry Rowberry's Page

Hi Kerry. How interesting your work! I have quite a lot of experience of this field. I've drank ayahuasca 13 times, and while I have a great affinity with the vine, I know that the 13th time was my last. I've had ayahuasca in many different settings including the Amazon when I went to Peru in 2007 accompanying my dear friend Rebekita who wrote the book The Shaman's Last Apprentice. She may be worth contacting if you don't know her already. I've also drank with the Santo Daime 3 times in London, a few times in tipi's in the English countryside. and in the incongruous setting of a plush living room in Hastings. I also once drank my own 'pharmahuasca' at home alone. Not only that, I've smoked many grams of concentrated DMT and have a wonderful connection with the entities who I've met through that. And once, in 2005, for NINE hours over night in my bedroom, my pineal gland activated flooding my system with my own endogenous DMT and pinoline, chemically equivalent to ayahuasca. That experience which was deeply meaningful, yet utterly bananas, made exogenous ayahuasca seem like a very crude tool. Beings and entities from other realms and other dimensions poured into my room as it got dark and interacted with me through telepathy for nine hours until daylight. I don't have any real understanding of why this happened, but I was shown many startling things, given a 40th anniversary MOT and service for my body, taken through the process of death, and then given my purpose in life. The rest of the night after that was totally bewildering! Some of the entities really took the piss out of me, and there was nothing I could do to make them go away. I just had to wait until dawn and then they slowly disappeared. That was over 6 years ago and I've not really had anything like it since. I no longer use shamanic plants or any other psychedelic. My journey with them is over, and I feel I've learned as much as I could. Now my life is all about integrating those experiences and bringing them into everyday daily life, moment-to-moment. The result of my explorations is that every day is precious to me, as is every interaction I have with another person.

Do let me know if I can be of help to you.

Anthony