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Take time out of your busy day to do something just for you.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Hi Adam! I am back to reply to your kind comment... By the way, thank you for the kindness and for the comment!

Yes, we do have resonance! I had initially written to address the impressionism of the fantastic images and the justified care not to wilfully fall into the traps of escapism... 

Being born with Neptune (no adverse aspectarium from Neptune to the other personal planets) conjunct the Sun which is conjunct Star Khambalia - Neptune is opposed by the Earth heliocentrically and geo-centrically by the TransNeptunian (Hypothetical/Uranian) Hades... Neptune being in Pluto's 8th House and in Pluto's Sign of Scorpio and ruling its natural Sign of Pisces which occurs natally as the Cusp of the 12th House, its natural home... As far as Sun-Neptune, I've always felt blessed to have such configuration because it has bestowed me with the will to lose/to undo the Saturnian boundaries of what I touch or of what touches me... Wherever one's Neptune is, there is where one's fear to lose one's boundaries... However such fear never existed in my life!

Groups and the Collective in General would love to advance and to bridge the gap between "Not knowing" and "Knowing", what holds them all back and frozen is the mighty Fear which their "From-cradle-to-grave" Socio-Politico-Religion Conditioning imposes upon them and denies them their True-Will, their birthright to flesh and spiritual Individuation.

Astrology helps us to ascertain our natal / pre natal script and all alternatives if any... Critical Thinking is best served when one has factual information which proves itself ergo real.

Astrology to me has been a proving tool because when I see a chart, I see a Lifetime, a pre-natal script!

When I progress a chart, I see the direction of that life and the alternatives afforded by that soul to this present adventure in the flesh.

Most people do not want to know about their own ending or when exactly such will be however it is something clearly on a chart just as well...

From appending Horary/Elective Techniques to employing derivate houses, rulers... Etc...

How does one bring everybody to try different sweets/candies? By inviting them all to rediscover their own Charts via new ways which may surprise the heck out them because it always works chiefly if the chart is 100% accurate in re of its data.

I would love to see more people working with their Major Stars (Ptolemaic List)... I remember I had Caput Algol at the Cusp of the 10th House in my Solar Return for the age of mine when my dad suddenly had a massive brain stroke... Believe or not, my brother called me on the phone that day to let me know... To ask me to do something because he knew if anybody on our family could, it would've been me... I did and that same day dad went home as if nothing happened however he did have another stroke and died three months later... And which time, one of my brothers had called to me to say - The ancient Gods failed us and dad, you've brought him back but now he's gone and dead! He had taken it badly and took him a while to heal from his own wilful darkness!

The fact remains, fear only knows how to hurt and people hide behind beginnings at the expense of not having to think about endings... It is a disaster formula because sooner or later we all must deal with endings.

I think Astrology can help people to deal with Endings if only they would let it...

I am not much of a "Let me describe how charming and dignfied you are because you have Sun in Leo"...

I am not one for astrology "cook-book definitions" because they are so cold and devoid of humanity/the real life touch of meaning and soul!

As an Astrologer, I state the choices which exist in a chart or the lack thereof and when people are paying to know something, it is their right to be informed of that something as best as it may be possible! 

On public level, I love the www.Mountain.Astrologer.Com (analog) Magazine which I am a subscriber of!

The articles, etc...

Share your natal! Share your style much as I did and feel free to be yourself but remain "kind"! Smiles!

Have a great November or whatever it is left of it...

Love and Light,

Sky

Hi Adam! I had decided to share my Geo/Trop, my Sideral and my HelioCentric Natal! You've openly displayed the Virgoan virtues of the Passion for "Meaningful Content" ergo I am happy to share.

I am at the moment amidst proceeding to the kitchen to get dinner going, lol!

I will write more later...

I will advance the point that amongst our everyday and ordinary sense of what it is real (The proverbial & literal "Where is the Beef/Meat?") there are some of us all who share in structurally proven realities not available for the common herd, the real people of this world... When I was a resident intern/contractor for Lucent Technologies in the Murry Hill, NJ... I had a chance to see nanotechnology at its display of majesty upon glancing to a whole manufacturing minuturized to fit one small room within their premises at the time.

The few and rare, "Real Magickal" people whom I've met and worked with on the Occult/Pagan/Wiccan side of things... They could call and have "It" coming much like myself and it is hard and difficult to convey realities to other people which are too fanciful and out of their mainstream conditioned to believe or to reject as real level!

From time warps portals and actual leaps in leylines/earth magnetic vortexes locations, to actual instant results from rites and rituals for all to see and wonder...

So it is not all just Illusion/Craziness/Dementia & Fantasy at all! Granted that most people, in fact, we all are full of sh*t sometimes but when you have a record of your own, you cannot deceive yourself with facts which defy all known rules... I've come to conclude after all these years that "Reality Follows Not Any Rules"... Love & Light, Sky a.k.a. JD Aeon   

Hi, again!

Hi, Adam!

Hi Adam, sorry to hear you are also walking an 'ordeal path' in life, some say such a life path is often an 'express route' to greater spiritual growth.

Well my symptoms are progressing nicely.. for them, not for me, in the direction of slowly continuing to worsen over time. However, I am not mentally in a place of great attachment to my physical body anymore, and I can't say I'm particularly concerned about it. Maybe the universe wants me to be laying on my back jacked into the Temple all day everyday, who knows...

I'm always open to exploring a healing path with others, provided I have the necessary resources, energetically and otherwise, involved.

I was born June 14 1969 6pm Victoria BC Canada
youngest of a blended family. a half brother and sister on my mothers side, Mother & those siblings, dark hair olive skin, french heritage with a tiny amount of native blood. a half brother and sister on my fathers side, Father and those siblings, blonde, pail, danish heritage. I also have a sister deceased, she died when I was 8 and she was 18. my mother's first born from a different father than my other siblings on her side. Red hair and medium tone.  I was the youngest and only child of the existing family parents, and in some ways felt like a bridging force in the family.

Injuries and illnesses, there's been a fair number that have likely contributed to my current situation.

-mono/Epstein Barr severe infection 12 or 13 years old, hospitalized with enlarged spleen for a while. then at home from school on forced rest for several months afterwords. Some lasting loss of stamina after this, but minor lasting effect.

-appendicitis and appendectomy around 13-14 years.

- first panic attack 16 - had about 3 or 4, until I read a book on self hypnosis and taught myself to put myself in a deep relaxation state at the onset of anxiety to prevent them.

-HPV infection around 17 years.

-onset of regular bladder infections around 17 (every couple of years)

-onset of Irritable bowel syndrome in 20's ongoing.

-Tubal ligation surgery 25 years

-cervical dysplasic/precancerous cells, surgically biopsied/removed, late 20's.

-severe loss, grief and stress factors combining for 'nervous breakdown' around 30. Severe biological depression, suicidal, in and out of hospital for 2 years until they found a chemical cocktail that started getting my seratonin back in balance, seems I metabolize medications very easily, and require higher dosages. This however was also responsible for saving my life, after consuming overdoses strong enough to kill several people, was told it was impossible to survive, but no liver or organ damage even.

Gained about 100 lbs while dealing with depression, side effects in large part from the medications. Tried in vain for a couple of years to reverse, weight gain continued, and was starting to impact health, at 295 lbs I decided it couldn't go on, and I had lap band weight loss surgery in my late 30's.

As soon as I had healed from this, a few months later, it was discovered I had rapidly growing fibroids in my uterus. One the size of a grapefruit, 2 the size of tennis balls, and about a dozen small ones. The only solution was a quickly booked hysterectomy. They were too large, too many new ones developing, and growing too fast to have other options for treatment that were non surgical. They left my ovaries, but removed both uterus, and cervix (in part due to my cancer risk from previous dysplasia and biopsy).

My chronic pain and fatigue followed from this surgery on, instead of recovering, I continued to weaken, and developed new symptoms all the time, until they diagnosed me first with fibromyalgia, and then with chronic fatigue immune deficiency syndrome/myalgic encephalomyelitis. Which has slowly continued to progress.

All I can think of for the moment. :)

Blessings, Leila