Trapped
i feel strange, when im at school i am eagarly desparate to do something ; yet whem i get home im completely exhausted, aside from that i have no idea for what my heart is DESPERATLY YEARNING for, i just feel like a firework trapped inside a bottle ready to expload, but it just wont bugde. also for instance i feel as if i need to sing and shout at the top of my lungs! i dont know why! and the worst is i KNOW the goddess wants me to do some kind of thing; yet im bewilderd at why im so confussed that i dont know! my heart and soul want me to love and enjoy somthing i just feel like this:
exept inside a jar, just waiting erging timidly to burst. oh by the way this is my first discussion so please do tell me if im doing it wrong, and feel free to add questions, concerns, and hopwfully (A REALLY HELPFUL one) if u like you can pleeeeeeez give answers why my heart and soul ache for something that i havent'd, had a clue;p - BLESSED BE! <3
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Permalink Reply by Bryan on -
Punky,
Welcome to TI
You are most definitely not doing anything here and thank you sharing all that you did! It always feels good to let some of that pent up stuff out. When you do sing and let it all out, don't you feel as if a giant weight has been lifted from you? Everyone has their own creative outlet and everyone needs a way to release what's built up inside of them. I can assure you that your heart won't lead you wrong. It calls to you, but the mind gets in the way. Have faith, keep pushing forward, and listen to those tiny messages, nudges, and pulls that you have been consistently given. Things will change and they'll change for the better.
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Permalink Reply by Xeus Zayin on -
OH Dear Hecatior; some issues? Yours-not Punky's.
Dear Punky; I reccomend putting effort into finding some Magickal Books-
The result; might surprise you! Perseverence is the key.
You wanna shout? HEY! Maybe go to a gig with a friend;
and----SHOUT!
Methods like rolling in mud screaming:-to break down
conditioning; might cause problems- if you live in a city! Ha Ha!
Blessings; You're on The Path! You'll meet us along the way;
Be strong! Enjoy!
Love under Will;
Xeus Zayin
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Permalink Reply by Punky on -
yes, i know i had to be careful of the ID but there was no other way to put it, the eccense of life, god and goddess were helping me go onto a higher level of myself, it was just hard to discover that that was what i needed to do: work on a higher level.
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Permalink Reply by Punky on
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thank you very much as to what the godess was telling me, i wouldve knever even thought of that! but now it seems very clear, so clear that i simply feel dimwitted! just kidding but by far your comment helped the best- blessed be!
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Permalink Reply by Marcel Kwedi on -
What you experience is called CHECALIZATION in Alchemy.
It is a process where the Self within is requesting you to grow.
You have a choice: self-destruction (through hard drugs, sex, ...) or spiritual growth.
Neither choice is better: progress must happen in this life or the next.
If you choose the second path, then you have a precious tool: meditation.
Take 20 minutes everymorning; seat down peacefully and ask The Self: "Speak, I'm listening".
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Permalink Reply by Marcel Kwedi on
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I meant cheMIcalization. Must learn how to type better with my IPhone.
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